To Practice Pleasing Me

I wish I was back on this perfect path with Fran....talking about how I seem like I am on this amazing path, that it's inspiring to be around me at such a time in my life.

Because, let me say that this week I did not feel inspiring.

I feel like I am doubting myself and my choices.

I feel better today than yesterday and am really just going to keep plugging away at being true to myself...it's just so hard sometimes.

I feel like I am trying so hard to please everyone.

Trying to make choices that will make so many different people happy that I forget I am the only one I have to please.

I have lost touch with posting on here, which I think grounds me in so many ways.

I have been not sleeping enough, eating enough nourishing food, reading, exercising or getting enough of nature.

Packing up the old house with our things in it, a house that we only just moved into in November is so hard. Going through and purging the old, making room for change and new choices...I know it's going to be good, I know it's what I need, but it does not make the process any easier.

I wish someone would come and bring me movies, give me bath and wrap me in clean hot towels. Hold me and let me sleep as long as I needed.